came home from doctors trying to keep back the tears until I got home.showed him the three things I ahd written down,went thru two of them but still didnt give me any answers.he says he spoke with the gynae and told me what he said tho i cant remember it now.. gp read from my paper that i had persistent pelvic pain from when i got up and how it was affecting my daily life and that i was leaking urine again.this didnt concern him .i had written on the side of the paper if not OC then why pelvic pain,he said he couldn't answer that -all my scans were clear and the gynae says everythign is normal.do you now accept that it is not OC.told him no. and that gynae said its not a gynae problem so must be bowels-which he assumed.never had bowel complaints.ive told you ive not eaten cakes biscuits etc fro so many years and now never feel hungry don't even want breakfast and struggle to eat a meal.he said "oh that's good",how can it be good to not want to eat anything?i told him again my weight gain is all abdominal and nothing to do with diet.he then said its menopause and IBS.told him i dont have ibs.my periods stopped when i was 50 (2008)and problems started in 2011/12.
said nothing about the hernia or other things that were discovered by endoscopy.
he say they dont have answers as scans and bloods etc are normal.
i know my body and i know it s not right.it is not IBS and also they pin everything down to fibro. when i know its more than that.i dont know of any woman my age and menopausal or see a woman my age with a huge stomach .why else would my dogs have been the way they are fro the last year +?i have never had menopausal symptoms.
made another appointment in 2 weeks to "discuss????" the third issue.what will be the point if he doesn't accept what i tell him and still doesn't give me answers.going to write a list of things that dr s have dismissed and not accepted and that i cant go on looking like i do -with facial and other swellings and skin rashes .saying they don't know answers is unacceptable.
where do i go from here .wait until something serious happens and i collapse or something,i cant go on anymore like this and i cant bear the thought of not being here for my dogs.i so need a drink.