Really could do with some advice, experience and words of wisdom. Just to give a brief history. I have suffered from endo symptoms for about 4 years now and have had 2 laps that have both come back negative. I have been told that its not endo or adenomyosis or any other "serious" condition so I need to just focus on trying to reduce the symptoms. Over the years I have tried prostap, mirena and combined pill which have lead to various health problems. A few months ago my consultant said that I should try cerazette and I asked to be referred to the pain management clinic and have an MRI to look for adenomyosis. She refused to give me the MRI and told me even if it was then the only option was a hysterectomy. I am still waiting to hear from the pain clinic but over the past few weeks have been feeling really unwell. My GP run some tests and told me that the cerazette which actually really seemed to help reduce my pains has induced lupus and I have been told to stop taking it immediately. I am now so unsure where to go now. Should I just have a hysterectomy? Will the pain management clinic when I ever hear from them really be able to help? Should I look into a private MRI or accept what cons has said? I don't think I have many medical options left and can't face this for next 10-15 years. Sorry for the long post but feeling pretty low and can't see any light at the end of the tunnel at the moment.