Not sure how to describe todays run. The start of a new week for me, week 8 and I have 2 takes on it
1) it was hard, my legs hurt early on, I did actually think it would beat me this morning. It felt sluggish and not particularly enjoyable
2) I did it, I ran, albeit super slow, for 28 minutes. My mind was strong enough to not allow the negative thoughts to tell me to stop.
I'm really pleased with myself for having the mental strength to continue to the end and for having the physical strength to complete the run.
I dont know if I'm getting complacent, well I've done the hard part, I've done 25 minutes I can obviously do 28 and 30 when in reality it is still very hard. I am still very new to running, I am still an unfit overweight 47 year old so surely it is still going to be hard. 10 weeks ago I quit this program as I couldn't get past week 1, what am I expecting in a short space of time ?!
I thought I would be overjoyed when I finished but I wasnt. Is this a good or bad thing? If I'm disappointed I found it hard, that's good isnt it, doesn't that show I want more from myself
Apologies for the long waffle, just off loading my thoughts.
I am on week 8 and I am proud of myself 😊