Well I've just come home after completing W4 but not feeling my usual elation at reaching another goal.
R1 was fine but then I developed a cold so took a 2 day break. Have to admit I felt much better in myself after R2, it seemed to clear my head and I felt almost normal, or as normal as I get.
R3 should have been yesterday but my sinuses were so congested and it was so warm here, I thought it would be better to leave it until this morning.
It was so hard to motivate myself today, I really didn't want to go and I'm still feeling full of cold. The voices in my head were arguing the fors and against going but I just knew if I didn't go I would feel a failure.
Although I completed run in about the same time as the previous 2 it just didn't feel right and I had nothing left to give at the end. I like to feel as if I could have done a little more by the end of the 3rd run of any week but not today.
So now I am feeling apprehensive about W5 and my abilities...... oh wow is me.
Hopefully when I shake off the sniffles I'll start feeling more positive again and W5 will lift me.