Well to say I was a bit nervous was an understatement. Firstly I was working myself up trying to work out which group to go in (runners, joggers or walkers). Secondly I always run in the morning on an empty stomach and when its cooler. This was a 5k race in 30 degree heat at 11am Thirdly my sisters, brothers in law and nieces wanted to come and cheer me on which was amazing but added some pressure im not used to and it made me nervous in case i couldnt do it. Also my once magic trainers are beginning to hurt. My feet are killing me this morning so maybe i need to sort out gait analysis and get some proper ones - i was nervous about my trainers causing pain. Lastly the thought of running in a group was scary - trying to match my pace to someone else, what to do if people stop right in front of you or you have to stop in front of someone. Lots and lots of eeks! Well it went well. It was blisteringly hot which was really hard to contend with. Not run in anywhere near that heat before. It got to the point my drink in my water bottle was actually hot and there was very little shade and no breeze so it was just relentless. It was sweaty, gruelling and really hard work but i managed it in 45 minutes which is my fastest time so far. I did have to walk the middle 0.5k or so which i feel massively disappointed about but there were some bloody big hills and no shade and i just didnt have the puff to get up the biggest hill. It was hard to match jogging with other people so i dont think im ready for parkruns or a running club. It was my second goal to be able to do this but the perfectionist in me isnt happy i didnt run the whole way so im thinking about doing another race for life later on this year - we didnt have to sign in so i guess i could work to keep running 5k at a decent pace and i might go to one of the later ones in the year and do that. i know thats a bit naughty as i wouldnt be raising money a second time but i might think about doing it again. being part of the atmosphere is amazing and if i can do the whole thing i will feel more deserving of the medal I got yesterday. However hard it was its nowhere near as hard as it is to being going through cancer, surviving cancer or missing someone. To all those people out there who are taking part in the race well done.xx
P.S Well done Andy Murray. My heart was in my mouth for the last few points and i was squeezing the hand of my poor little niece who just didnt understand! Just goes to show what determination, training and hard work can do!