I haven't written for a while however I believe that this topic maybe an interesting one.
During my councelling I was told that I have blocks or emotional blocks or something like that. I have been finding out more about these, to start to understand them and try and start to break them down.
The first issue that comes to mind is my mother. She is not one for indepth talking about her feelings, she will go for a walk or do something like house work rather than talk about issues or feelings.
I am unsure exactly what to say on the topic of myself and my mother and our reationship however, I have tried to ask her about her feelings or have tried to have more indepth conversations however she is very reluctant. What comes to mind now is that I do talk about my feelings or my issues with her however she tends to react unencouragingly. That is perhaps the reason why i don't do it.
Perhaps I need to start by not asking her about her feelings or issues that she might have.
I feel as if I have a real issue with talking about things or problems that are hard to talk about. I feel asif they are being blocked, or perhaps that I am blocking them from coming out. I feel asif they are stick down below in my belly area. I feel emotional now. It is an important topic for me.
lots of love,