I've been finished work a month and in that time been fighting very hard with my anxiety/depression, I have been out on the very odd occasion, 3 times for my CBT, a couple ofttimes to the shops and once for a walk, I have slept such a lot, it all feels real strange, today I had a thought firstly that I wanted a holiday somewhere in the sun and then I was thinking I really need an adventure, I think I'm obviously bored off my head, but I do kinda enjoy being in my bedroom sleeping,being on the Internet and watching TV. I feel I'm battling with my mind today about doing something or not.
I guess the problem is that if I decided on the adventure I don't have anyone to have the adventure with. Prior to this bout of anxiety, mostly brought on because of a stressful job, I loved adventures.
When I say adventure I mean something like getting in the car and going off somewhere nice, I want to do it but not alone.
I have not had the adventurous feeling for quite some time now, what a shame I can't do something about it. I'm hoping this feeling stays with me as although frustrating as I'm not getting there it feels kinda good