3 nights in a row :-)

[donaf]

Hi all, even thou ive had fear after i have took my anti des 3 nights in a row ive been doing good and i know that taking my one a day will make me feel better in the long run. I know if i take it every night then in the long run it will help me and i will beat my fear. My thought is take my one a night, and then i will start feeling better with my anxiety and then the doctor will slowly bring me off them. Im not bothered if ive got to be on them for another twelve months as i know in the end i will be able to come off them. Ive just got to over come my fear of taking them even thou ive been on then about a year somewhere along the line i grew a fear. Its like before the doctor gave me them he gave me diazapan and i had fear of them. I always remember sitting in my mates garden with her two sisters the day i got my diazapan and i was scared to take one. It took the 3 sisters to take one each for me to do it. Then the doctor put me on floxatine and told me to still take a diazapan when i needed to. Well cuz i had taken my floxetine when i had a bad panick attack i wud take a diazapan i would cause my self more fear and panick cause i worryed for taking it untill it kicked in. Anyway another chatting rubbish love to u all xxx

[Hidden]

Hi donaf

Well done my love

Sorry had a little bleep & no I said I would do this with you

It will be next week now before i do , i am on antibiotics at mo & couldnt cope with taking the other ones as well , but when I have finished the antibiotics on Wednesday i will

I will still look out for you blogging & will join you if you want nxt week

I feel we are both as bad , I was given eye drops , just eye drops thats all yesterday , not even a side effect on leaflet , so put some in & you might guess , i feel my eye is sore & hurting !

Well done again i no how much this takes to do

Love

whywhy

xxx

[hamble99b]

hi hun, well done! you are doing well to take them despite your fear.

every night you take it you are retraining your mind and lessening the power of the fear.

I am so pleased for, and proud of, you.

you will help many people by sharing this,

even if you can't for any reason carry on, you have proved to yourself that you can and it will never be as strong a fear again, you will be able to restart and succeed.

you are right. take one day at time, keep in touch.

sandra.

[donaf]

Hello whywhy its nice to c u back dont worry about it whywhy, uve got to do it in ur own time but i will be here for u wen ur ready. Join me wen u r ready to. I can defo understand where ur coming from with the eye drops. I have a headache stick i rub across my head wen i have headache, i wash it off more then have it on and theres no side effects on there. I thought i wud find that easyer then taking pain killers but noooo. I hope u r feeling better. Uve been a real help to me and made me realise im not alone wen it comes to this :_) thanx sandra. Have alot of determination in me know to beat my fear xxx

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Thank you donaf , you have made me smile talking about the headache stick , I would be the same , I never thought i woould find some one as bad as me , I thought I was on my own with this & as much as I dont want anyone to suffer it is a relief to no I am not on my own

I will give you a shout hun when I start

xxxxx

[donaf]

Hello whywhy its nice to c u back dont worry about it whywhy, uve got to do it in ur own time but i will be here for u wen ur ready. Join me wen u r ready to. I can defo understand where ur coming from with the eye drops. I have a headache stick i rub across my head wen i have headache, i wash it off more then have it on and theres no side effects on there. I thought i wud find that easyer then taking pain killers but noooo. I hope u r feeling better. Uve been a real help to me and made me realise im not alone wen it comes to this :_) thanx sandra. Have alot of determination in me know to beat my fear xxx

[TripV2]

Hey Dona well done keep up with it you are doing so well.

Trip

x

[donaf]

It nice to know ur not alone, i think ive suffered this longer then my gad thinking back. Let me know wen u start we will all be behind u thanx trip u ok? Xxx

[Jeffju]

Well done. I was given a sleeping tablet and was so scared to take it. Took one and the next day I was in a right old state. Cut it back to half and that seems to work for me.But anything new is scary so you have done really well. I am sure you will be feeling better soon. xx

[sheffieldwed]

Well done me hun you are doing fantastic just remember one step at a time i still having off days but we are all here for each other remember even when i am a little behind on the conversations i do try to keep up hun xxxx

[TripV2]

Hey Dona yeah I am doing good thank you, just trying to keep the fight up with the anxiety

Trip

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