I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has messages me over the last few days. You've all be such a big help as I felt so alone and it's good to know there are other people out there.
I have finally spoken to my councellor and I am having an early meeting with him. He also suggested I go back to my doctors and see if I can get something to help me sleep in the short term. I'm not sure how I feel about that, but I am one of those people who would not go to the doctors anyway as I feel i am making a fuss. But I am going to ask tomorrow as I think if I just could sleep I would not be so anxious at my new job.
Well once again thank you