Haven't been on here for a while as I'm oop north at the mother in laws. She has terminal cancer and we got called on sunday to say shes bedridden so we have hauled ass and are now caring round the clock giving morphine and meds. She hasn't long. To really add to it i nearly ran out of meds and had to taxi it to find a gp for prescription etc. Was waking up for first few days with panic attacks, not eating and trying to care for her. Things are better now we have a routine but this makes every other anx sit. seem pathetic!
Just to really finish it it's her birthday on Mar the 2nd and We are getting married on the 16th. :((((
Tip: Don't smoke it does f.a for nerves take kalms instead! and look after your mum!