Ok went to see the doctor today as things have been real bad for me 
been having suicidal thoughts and i know when i need to hold my hands up and ask for help.
I have also been given some sleeping tablets as i have had very little sleep in the last few weeks,now at a point where i am getting ill.
time for me to get the ball rolling on the road to a new life. 
Trip x
Hi trip
Please dont take a step back. I have had many dark moments. You are so young and will have a fantastic long and happy life.You look so confindent and strong in your video and I feel you could be an inspiration to us all. Life is a gift and we all must treasure it.
Grab the bull by the horns and face this demon we call Anxiety/Panic head it. The Demon is nothing it is weak and it is laughing at us. A creation of our mind. So Piss it off and get your life back.
Big Hug xx
Sleeping pills helps me a lot , they calm me down , I even take them during the day
Hi Trip, you have been an inspiration to a lot of people with your vlogs, and I'm sure there are a lot of people thinking about you. You have made another step forward in going to the doctors, even a good few nights sleep will I'm sure make you feel a bit better. Keep on keeping on!
Glad you went to see GP but please don't do anything stupid!! Hopefully you will have a nice sleep tonight!! Stay strong, don't let bad thoughts pull you down etc xx
Hi trip, i also suffer frm suicide idealation which is always a lot worse at night wen people hav lack of sleep, not sleeping is very disressing. hopefully wiv som hlp frm the meds gettin 2 sleep u shld start 2 c things more clearly. hope u feel better soon.x
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