I need to get this out, im sooo pi**ed off atm its unbelievable, i was ok this morning when i got up but thinking about what my daughter said this morning has changed that. Its kind of a long story, but il try keep it simple;
i used to live in a 4 bed house 3 years ago, had to downgrade cos kids moved out and it was a private house so council would not pay rent for extra bedroom, moved to 3 bed house and kids decided to move back in, which the 2 girls aged 20 and 21 had to share a bedroom, which they absolutely hate. They ave fought and argued for a few years now, and i mean fist fights, ive threw one of my daughters out (the 21 year old) a few times for being disrespectful to me and punching a hole in my bathroom door, which i know she does out of frustration, i cant see her on the street so we had a heart to heart about her behaviour when i was having my breakdown and made her see what it does to me. Anyway, my youngest daughter (20 year old) works and the 21 year old is so inconsiderate that she made my 20 year old sleep downstairs because apparently she was trying to clean the bedroom very late last night when my working daughter was trying to sleep, banging wardobes and furniture. My daughter told me about it this morning for me to have a word with her, saying she's nothing but a bully.
Im at my wits end. I just feel like running away and not coming back!!!! Im so pi**ed off with them being so inconsiderate. My 21 year old caused a lot of trouble a few months ago, saying horrible things on facebook and twitter about my eldest daughter, who doesnt live with me but comes here every day, calling her all kinds, and they still have not spoken or made up. Ive been so miserable lately, no wonder im like the way i am. I have literally been living in a war zone. Ive told them before, either they share and put up with it, or they will have to leave and find somewhere else to stay as i cannot take any more crap off them. I just dont know what to do anymore. I really feel like leaving them all to it and packing a bag and going to stay in a refuge or something.