I have had a very challenging week. My wife had been feeling poorly with angina pains and I took her to the doctors on Tuesday. After some tests he told her that she needed to got to hospital as something might be "brewing". I took her to hospital and she had more tests and was told that an overnight stay was not required. We were both relieved. During this period I coped very well and controlled feelings of anxiety and panic. I felt calm and strong for my wife during this episode. I have looked after my wife over the last few days and been fine.
This morning I felt anxious I as I was starting to feel what I objectively think are perhaps cold/flu symptoms. My anxiety rose to a point where I was earlier this afternoon close to having a panic attack. I was very upset and tearful and kept asking my wife if she loved me. Yet only a few days ago I was able to be a strong supportive husband. When my wife is poorly I am understanding and caring yet I beat myself up when I am struggling. Do any of you go through this experience.