hi. I have always been a friendly and cheerful person but since I got my new job anxiety made me a different prrson. my manager said that I found this role challenging because of my quiet and reserved personality. I feel so strange. they have known me for 2 months now and they have such an impression. It is hard to integrate with people when you suffer from anxiety. and especially when you are a foreigner and have a new job. I think they labeled meband they are always watching me what makes me even more nervous. vicious circle i feel like an ET ! the problem is that anxiety makes it harder for me to express moyself. the words get stuck in my throat.. I say something and then I want to kick myself thinking it was not relevant or ridicoulous. ehhh I give up..