Horrible day today.
Had a bad nights sleep, woke up at 2.30am and couldn't get back to sleep for a good hour and then woke again at 5am so got up at 5.45am. Felt really sick and wobbly.
Booked into the doctors as not sure i wanted to keep taking the tablets (Prozac) they gave me (started Monday, today is day 5 on them) but feeling bad motion sickness and feeling like i'm on a boat and not really there. Made the short drive but then panic set in as felt so rubbish. Had to queue to get in the reception to book in and then when i sat down i was struggling to keep it together. Took my book but it wasn't going in, just a slight distraction. My heart was beating fast, i was shaking and i just wanted to get out. Had i have had to wait another 2 mins i think i would have run if my legs had let me.
So they call my name and as soon as i get in the docs room i have pretty much a panic attack. I can't hardly talk, breathing funny, shaking, wobbly, crying, horrible, horrible, horrible.
When i calm down, he explains that sometimes these tablets make you feel worse before better and to be feeling like this meant they were starting to work. He wants me to keep going with them and gave me some other tablets to take the edge off of what the Prozac was making me feel. Didn't pick up the prescription as just wanted to get home asap so had to spend the whole day on the sofa, not daring to move much as felt sick when i did as feel so wobbly. Signed off work for a week. Still feel dizzy now.
it's not helping that i can't hear properly still due to congestion in my ears.
So not a good day, i just hope i feel better in the morning...