Desperation. UC interrogation

[Delzek]

I'm having serious difficulty sleeping since being told to migrate to UC i have never filled a benefits form out myself,

im petrified of having to tell my life story because I lost so much memory after the breakdown.

I have to admit the people who spoke on the phone to me couldn't have been nicer? Is it some form of Trickery? False security? I hope not, I really do want to start trusting people again. Physical pain has been agony the last few weeks

Mentally I've been up and down, I keep asking myself why my memories still haven't come back properly?

Or have they but I've not realised it? Or is it that im afraid what I will remember? I don't think anything can be worse than waking in the night feeling im burning and smelling my own flesh burning. Yet I've had those damn Flashbacks again.

I'm embarrassed to admit I don't know if i wet myself or it was sweat? I was soaked head to toe.

I know some people on here are having a worse time than I am mentally as well as physically, I wish I could take everyoneeveryone's pain scrunch it into a ball and throw it out to Sea,Never to be seen or heard of again. I wish.

Take care everyone thank you for listening

[Skyp]

Hi please don't worry.the uc staff will help you and guide you through the form filling. Yes they are starting to migrate across now.have you someone that could help you.? Have you looked into claiming pip ? Although I hear they could be looking at changes to that.

[Delzek in reply to Skyp]

I don't have anyone to help but am supposed to have a home visit, that terrifies me.i know i will be able to cope better with a home visit as i feel safe in my home. I already receive DLA, those forms were done for me. I rarely see people as i only got to Dr,Dentists or hospital, I still have my car, it's just rarely used. But perhaps one day I will be able to relax enough to drive somewhere nice and quiet.

[Skyp in reply to Delzek]

That's good you having home visit .they will help and any questions you may have.might be a idea to write them down ready.