Getting a taxi home because my boyfriend's stressing me out. At this rate it'll have to be a detour to a&e. I can feel pain building up just under my ribcage. Trying to keep myself calm but I've never been good at going from company to no company. I know I need to go to avoid an argument/me getting any more worked up. But I'm having a tough time mentally preparing myself to get in a taxi and leave. Not to mention the regret I'll be feeling, despite the fact that right now I know it's the right thing to do.