Never before

[jennylove12]

Never before have I felt so alone anxious depressed and realising I don’t want to be alive anymore

[terriltwin2]

I remember my daughter, at age 23 now she is 31, going off to prison. She had never been away from home or me, but a boy she loved so much talked her into robbing houses with him. He had brain washed her. She was so frightened, she was overwhelmed with anxiety. She said in a prison full of women, she had never felt so alone and scared in her life. She said she had conteplated suicide. She felt so much guilt and shame. Until one day a guard spoke with her, She said she will never forget this guard and that moment of peace. The guard told her, Pray, your Heavenly Father will be your best friend and protector while you are in this horrible place. Then she gave her a bible verse and my daughter has it written all over her house and she said God truly spoke to her during this deep dark time. I am leaving you with this verse, just talk to Jesus like you would a friend you don't have to know how to pray, its just a simple conversation with him. I am leaving you with the bible verse . Deuteronomy 31:6, " Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you, He will never leave your or forget you." also I am going to leave you with a toll free number, it has a counselor on the other end and it is free of charge, they will speak with you and comfort you and give you resources to use during this difficult time. Prayers for you. 1-855-382-5433.

[JAYnLA]

When I have felt that way (and I have), I became conscious that what I really wanted was to be out of pain. I do want to stick around for more recovery from my problems and enjoy life again. I do believe it's possible for all of us.

[lourocks]

Jenny I feel the same way every day it's a daily struggle one day it's going to change for us we just need to be here live moment to moment it will geteasier

[froggymom88]

Jennylove12, can you share more about what is going on in your life right now? Sometimes if we can identify the thing or things that are bothering us we can begin to find resolutions and fight off the depression and anxiety. Most people here will tell you that things can and do change for the better. We care.

[jennylove12 in reply to froggymom88]

I’m in a psych ward. Been here for more then 2 months. Only allowed internet time for few times a month.

I’m in heavily depressive state. I have nothing to live for. I’m never getting out of here. I get strapped in bed at night, I’m on heavy sedatives. Zombie most of the times.

I’m beyond help.

[froggymom88]

Sending you a big hug. God created you with love and purpose. You are in need of healing right now but You will get out. Work toward it with your doctor. I will be praying for you every day in both my morning and evening prayers. Please don't despair because I know it will get better. I was in a similar place at one time and thought I would never get better. I put my trust in God and lived one day at a time. It took time but I got better and went on to have a full life. Please come here and post any time and I will check in on you.

[froggymom88]

Here is a simple but powerful prayer you can say. Jesus, I place my trust in you. Say it often and as many times as you can.