Anxiety making me worry about everything

[PositiveMindFrame]

Hi guys,

I will keep it brief lol. So basically, about 2 weeks ago I had relapse ( I stopped taking coke a few years ago and like an idiot took it again a few weeks back) and since then my anxiety has spiked. I'm constantly worrying about what others think of me, if my friends really like me (even though there is no evidence to suggest they don't) and if I'm good enough to pursue the dream of owning my own business.

I cant function because of this constant anxious/nervous and depressed feeling that follows me everywhere. It's also making me really obsessive - I will check Instagram again and again and, if my friends like each others posts and not mine, I take that as a sign they secretly don't like me or want me around.

Anyone had anything similar because it's driving me mad lol. Appreciate you guys and hope you're all well.

Paul