having these thoughts i never had , Also racing mind , sometimes i feel my brain trying to protect my brain of the thought and head starts feeling wired could all this be a bad spell or someone putting bad stuff on me ? Because i was never had this emotinally thinking , negative stuff never had it before all of sudden i start getting them . i did have racing heart , panick attacks all types of sympthoms after a bad episode of smoking weed but that was already like two years ago it was all physical sympthoms i was having after that crazy parti stoped smoking after that , now is the mind messing with me with thoughts i never had or thought of . i dont smoke anymore weed ever sense that happen , i drink only events and stuff, im not drinks any type of meds of anxiety or depression so maybe its a bad spell on me ?