So I was taking a antidepressant called Cymbalta (highly do not recommend) I never experienced panic attacks the way I did taking that drugšÆ It put me in a huge fog. Iāve been off it for two weeks now and In the proses lost my boyfriend and my job do to the extreme social anxiety, mood swings, and just feeling like I was going crazy.
The day after I broke up with my boyfriend I smoked a little marijuana (from the dispensary) it sent me into the worse panic attack I have ever felt! I was shaking, paranoid, and my heart would not stop beating so fast. The had to shock me back into rhythm which was very scary for me.
My anxiety since then has not changed. I wake up sweating and with a heart rate of like 150bpm super frightening. I go on with getting ready for work and am so tired, dizzy, lightheaded and all around in a painful fog. My heart will randomly start racing cause somethings super small sets it off. It hasnāt been what it should be for a week now. Doesnāt get under 90bpm laying, sitting, sleeping... never
I wrote all this but there is so much more involved. I feel like Iām a ticking clock either my heart is going to blow up or my mind. I need some advice?? Like anything. Also if u have ever experienced these symptoms it would be so helpful if u could share them and what did and didnāt help. If u got to the end Thank u. Support would be so nice. Iām kinda very alone in all this so ways to get thru it would be so nice!