Anorexia and beliema

[Lexigrace2017]

Hey all, I'm battling Anorexia since I was 13yrs old and I have it under control now but I'm now trying for a baby and I'm trying to stay healthy but I seem to be loosing me weight rather gaining it even my partner has noticed and that's bad sign cos he is always telling me how good I luck I suppose I asked him to be honest and he was just was shocked by answer I quess but anyway anyone been thru same thing I'd love to hear from u please it's a horrible and nasty journey cos u constantly putting ur self down and isolating ur self basically punishing yourself and now I want to move to nexted chapter I'm scared all those years off starving my body has harmed me

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