Scared😱

[lovedogs51511]

Finally getting back to volunteering at PAWS starting tomorrow morning. I get super anxious about everything. Haven't worked due to being on disability. Working on getting back to work after CNA classes. Just volunteering is scary to me. Worried I won't do a good job. I'm just going to go with a super pawsitive attitude and do the best job I can!! Hope everyone's day is wonderful😄 Hugs to you all☺😊

[Starrlight]

You will have a great time with those puppies and I know you will do an exceptional job because you care so much!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Your so wonderful Starr!!! Loves and hugs!!!!

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

I tend to get anticipation of an event but when I am actually in the situation seems not so bad. Best to ya!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Yea I'm hoping that will happen!! Thanks for the encouragement!! Hope you are doing great and wishing you a blessed day😄

[metalminded]

Hi Kacey! Sorry I've been away so long. It's like Facebook, if I'm busy I'm not on very much, even though I do read posts.

You are going to be awesome! Don't let anything bother you, focus on all those cute puppies!! We know they provide unconditional love and I bet they will be so excited to see you! I like your new picture, it's nice to see more of your face! You look great lady!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to metalminded]

Oh your a such a dear Leigh!!!! Thank you soooo much for your kind words. So very nice to hear from you😄😄 How have you been?? Hopefully really really good☺😊

[metalminded in reply to lovedogs51511]

You're welcome Kacey! I've been crazy busy at work the last few weeks. So much so that I had my days messed up and missed my therapy appointment last week. It's been just insane! Other than that I've been pretty good. Thank you!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to metalminded]

I guess that busy can be a blessing sometimes!!! Does therapy help at all? I don't want to go plus I have no money to my name!! I feel they tell ya what you want to hear. That's what it felt like the few times I did go. Hope its really helping you!! So everything is going good! Love it😄 I'm so happy your happy Leigh☺😊☺😊

[metalminded in reply to lovedogs51511]

It certainly makes the day fly by, but I've been stuck working late and it's causing things like missing therapy.

As for therapy, my psychologist is really great. She has really gotten me to open up about things that I haven't to anyone, including my wife. We've talked often about that BDD issue I've told you about. She has given me some really good advice, and I've followed some of it, the stuff I don't is all my fault, I need to work harder and I'm not motivated enough. I started a men's group two weeks ago. The first session was fun, but nothing about anything very serious (besides money problems). I go again tomorrow night, hopefully it will be more interesting. There was one guy missing two weeks ago, but there are only 4 men including me. We'll see.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to metalminded]

Oh wow Leigh!!! Starting a mens group! That's so awesome of you to do. Very caring😄 I'm so happy this therapist is really getting you to open up. I guess that's what we need to heal. Sounds like you are growing a lot!! Very cool Leigh☺😊☺😊

[Michael8072]

How did your day go today?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Michael8072]

I was working with a girl named Sarah who helped out a bunch. The dogs are super hyper, super cute and really really friendly!!! Just pray they all get loving homes. Thanks for asking!!😄😄 Going in tomorrow morning too. How was your day???

[Michael8072]

It sounds like a good day! I wish I was a millionaire so I could care for so many animals! That would be a dream! I hope things go well for you tomorrow!! Hug those animals for me! Hugs to you as well!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Michael8072]

Yea it was!! A great day! These dogs are so hard to hug!!! Lol. They are very young and have border collie in them. They bounce straight up and down😄😄😄 Poor things I just want ppl to see what great dogs they are!! I hug if they'll let me! Lol. Your dream is like mine. Rich enough to only care for them all day everyday☺☺😊😊 I will definitely send your hugs to them in the morning!!! Thanks for the hug!! Giving ya one back😊☺ I hope things go good tomorrow! Praying someone is there to help me not forget stuff! I'm so afraid of a dog getting loose etc. It'll go good!!

[Michael8072 in reply to lovedogs51511]

You'll have a great day there tomorrow!! Hug all the dogs you can for me!! Thank you for the hug. Much needed!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Michael8072]

Oh yea but just got text from Sarah the one I worked with today. Ill be working Tuesdays with her from now on. Oh well maybe I can help out if someone can't make their shift or something. Hugs are definitely needed for us and our dogs!!! Hugs to you my friend!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Michael8072]

I had to post a picture of our boy Bently at PAWS. He's got so much character!! You'd really love to hug him if you could catch him!!! Lol

[Michael8072 in reply to lovedogs51511]

I saw the picture!! Such a sweet looking dog!! Dogs full of energy are great!!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Michael8072]

Oh boy he's going to have to live on a farm or be with someone who runs miles a day!!! He's just a real silly puppy. Sweet sweet boy🐾🐶💝

[Starrlight]

Lovedogs ( can I use your real name here,?just want to be sure it’s okay)

I am proud of you and happy for you. Sounds like success!

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Yea real name isn't a problem with me. Lol. Oh thanks Starr!! Your the bestest! That was so sweet of you to say! Been a bit insecure and all. Made my day😊☺ Yea I just love our dogs at PAWS. They really go all out to find these guys homes. Our boy Bently was on the radio this morning!! Lol. I'm so happy PAWS does home checks!! How ya doing Starr? How's the boys doing at school???

[Starrlight]

(((((((Kacey)))))))) 😊 Awww so cool that they do home checks for the precious angel doggies! When I rescued Coco they did a home check too. Haha he was on the radio!? 😆

Thanks for asking! The boys have been sick for three days but should be good to get back tomorrow. I had a driving nightmare plus a storm is coming so I’m anxious right now.

I’m sure it will be ok though it’s my imagination.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Oh dear sick for 3 days!!! Wow sure hope they get feeling better tomorrow! I didn't know sweet Coco was a rescue. If you told me I'm so sorry I can't remember a thing anymore😱 I know omg that storm seems crazy. Is it going to hit all of Virginia or where your at?? I thought of you instantly when I saw that!! Saying so many prayers that it stays away from you guys!!! Anxiety for sure I would too. It will be ok Gods watching over you and your precious family and parents!!!💝💝

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

Thank you sooooo! You are so caring! We should not be getting the worst of it. Where I live there is no evacuation put into effect.

I’m so happy your day went well. How often do you work?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Oh thank goodness you'll be safe!! Well I was going in tomorrow but Sarah who I worked with said Tuesdays. Ill be working with her every Tuesday. There's so many caring volunteers that work with,PAWS. Its great to see so many ppl volunteer. Dogs really deserve the best care! If more shifts come available ill sign up for them. School will finally start October 9th. Waiting patiently......

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

You have some nice things going on for ya! Yes dogs deserve the best care, all animals do.