I don’t know what to do anymore. I spend all day long thinking I am dying. I can’t carry on like this. It’s severe “anxiety” (heart problems) which has made me very depressed. I just don’t want to wake up anymore. It’s absolutely hell. I don’t know what to tell the doctors. On holiday last week I had to stand away from my balcony as I had urges to jump off. I don’t want to be out in a straight jacket but I don’t know what to say to the doctors. I’ve seen them so many miles I’m out of things to say. But I just don’t know how much longer I can carry on with this. It’s not a life anymore. It’s horrific!! Fluoxetine 40mg a day. Maybe I need to change this. But I know hats a guaranteed 4 weeks of hell!!!