Well the short of it. I was about to graduate in 2010 with a degree in Criminal Justice. I had to have acid reflux surgery and afterwards was given too much of the steroid Medrol. At any rate my body freaked out and for the next month I had constant panic attacks until my doctor prescribed me Paxil at 25 MG. At that point my degree I was about to get became worthless, as working in the Criminal Justice sector and having a psych condition is not allowed. So I spent some serious feeling awful until I decide to go back to school and try again, with a business degree. I am about to graduate and hopefully start into an MBA program. I know I have allot going fr me and am generally really happy most of the time. Though the thing that is freaking me out or really giving severe anxiety and depression is I really want a serious relationship with someone and I am 35 years old. It really bothers me at the prospect of being alone. I am on multiple dating sites and luck there either. It may sound stupid to have anxiety about this but it's another thing in life I didn't ask for but got dealt me. If you have any advice or can offer any help, it would be appreciated beyond words.