Good Evening

[Peacewithin1]

I'm here again. Just feeling a little weird and figgity so I decided to post to occupy my mind. My psychologist told me to read up on self fulfilling prophecy and I did which is basically law of attraction and now I'm freaked out because I feel like I'm attracting all of my negative thoughts.... which are constant. I'm ready to get up and get out now, tired of sitting in the house making excuses of why I can't go somewhere.

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

It seems like every time I hear of something negative I impose it on myself. I had a friend and every time one of us had a problem the other would get it. Not just medical. I could not handle it. I loved her though. She has moved so I don’t see her as much. Hardly ever actually. It’s been ages. I think what you are saying can be true to an extent even if mentally. Although symptoms are always very real. I think sometimes that is why I relate so much to everyone on here.

Get up, get out and get active! Stay positive as best you can and try to have some fun. That truly sounds like a great idea. Wish I could come with you!

[Peacewithin1 in reply to Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

Thank You! I wish you can too. Also, it's interesting you say that about your friend because a certain person that I'm around very often complains about literally EVERYTHING and it literally sucks any type of happy out of me lol.

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell in reply to Peacewithin1]

That’s a little bit why I can’t hang around her. In an emergency I would go but just on a regular basis I can’t accept all that. We are toxic to each other. I used to be happier and I could laugh and joke and help get her out of it and we had a fun time together. Now it doesn’t work. She moved and I moved so it’s farther. I want a friend so bad but that is unhealthy. I need laughter. Silliness. Stuff is way too heavy for me. I have to go the opposite direction to survive. One day I’ll grow up but my grandson is growing up faster! I can be very mature and profession when needed. I just try to not need it. 😉

[Peacewithin1 in reply to Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

Ha! I can totally relate! I don't think it's immature to want positive companionship. We all want I'm sure and it will happen.

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell in reply to Peacewithin1]

Amen!