Hi Guys, I'm Chantelle. Im new here and am so grateful for support forums like these!! Talking to friends and family helps, but talking to people who can genuinely relate to my struggles is a life saver!
I literally feel like my anxiety comes and goes but when it comes back its a symptom that's brand new. Almost like its coming back to surprise me in some new ugly way to ensure maximum panic.
For example, a few months back I was at panic stations about my breathing (do I have asthma, is something blocked, all the usual extremities ones mind spirals toward), and before that I was convinced that my light headedness was a sure sign of epilepsy. I want to laugh about it all because when im in a good place it all seems so silly but man does anxiety create some of the most realistic and frightening physical symptoms!
So that brings me to my most recent ugly surprise - heart palpitations and heart awareness. When I look at the facts (recently married in world's most stressful wedding, honeymooned for two weeks in unknown surrounds, recently began weaning off of my medication (idiot?), usual family drama/stresses) I feel like anxiety is the clear culprit but now that im trying to settle down from all the madness im getting icky heart flutters/ palpitations in the last week, a few times a day, usually around lunch and in the evening. These have never popped up with my anxiety before, hence the uncertainty. They sometimes come with catching my breath a little and weird muscle twitches in my tummy and chest (boob? region), some dizziness and of course, pure panic.
I've been to the doctor just yesterday and she ran an ECG and blood test to rule out anything nasty but believes its anxiety. Blood pressure and heart rate at the time were all fine. Typical though, none of my symptoms were present during my visit and tests. I get the results next week.
I guess I'm wondering how common this sort of symptom/s is and seeking a little reassurance to get me through the weekend.
I have a wonderful husband who has been my strength many a time, but I feel like he needs a break from my constant state of worry!
Chantelle x