I found out today... again... that my husband is still watching pornography. Even after I've told him how much it hurts me over and over. It makes me feel like I'm not pretty..skinny..or good enough for him. Before we got engaged 5 years ago, he cheated on me. He never really apologized for it sincerly... I just kinda forgave him and life went on... we now have two kids.
Anyways, this is always nagging at me. Like I don't understand why he would do that... I feel like since we're married and he cant physically "cheat" on me, he watched other girls through porn
I don't know what to do. Everything in me knows that it's wrong and that that it makes me depressed. But then I look at my kids and think, how would they feel if something we're to happen to us? How would I feel possibly not being able to see them as much? I just can't even take hurting my kids
What should I do?