im kinda starting to loose fai...

[errivbr4678778]

im kinda starting to loose faith, that im not going to get better or be happy again. these aches and pains and feeling ill keeping telling me HIV, i cant seem to get it out of my head as ive been dignosed with an infection down there i now think i have this to. i dont really know what to do anymore.

[Jmerrick22]

First thing you need to try and relax , I know it's hard but all is anxiety suffered need to learn tricks to relax. Try and think positive . Yes as you said you have an infection but at least you caught it right ? You didn't let it go until it's too late .

[Jeff1943]

Jmerrick is right, your infection was caught early so will clear up no trouble and the chances of it being HIV are about as likely as being run over by a number 213 bus. I know you are a naturally fearful person by nature and I know your irregular heart beat was a frightening experience that has left its mark on you. Go talk to your doctor about the aches and pains, I know you have a good doctor, I can tell. But you need to stop ibsessing about yourself, concentrating on yourself too much, what is called too much introspection.

Look, you are a young bloke and your entire life lies ahead, the best medicine is to find a nice girl, someone who will be good for you, someone who won't give you STDs, be good to her, be kind to her, make each other happy and you know what, if you did that you would probably soon forget all these aches and pains and fears and bad feelings. You see if I'm not right.