Why?

Why not just put an end to it all? Why should I keep fighting? Fighting a battle thats impossible to win. I don't see any happiness in my life and haven't in a very long time. There is not light at the end of the tunnel. There is nothing but pain, lies, hate and misery. People protecting themselves so much that in doing so I can't live. I feel like I can't breathe anymore. Please Lord let me not wake up tomorrow.

[Agora1]

goatnetwork18, Why you ask?? Because life is precious and because you are an important part of it. There are no guarantees in life as to happiness. Life brings it's own problems but ours is to create joy. Fighting a battle impossible to win? Is a defeat in itself. You are so filled with negative thoughts that you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's there, maybe some twists and turns before you get there, but it does exist. Don't ask the Lord for something you may regret. There are a lot of people in this world who would trade with you in an instant. The word you need to trade is "Fight" with "Acceptance". When you fight anxiety, it just keeps getting stronger. Lay down your sword and reach down for your inner strength (it's there) and challenge it to a mental duel. Acceptance against anxiety's cowardness. Once he sees you will no longer take his mental torture, he will back down. You are holding the key to winning and it's not by fighting. So breathe deeply, embrace life and you will see there is more to it than suffering everyday. Life is what we make it. My best to you always x

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You are such a precious soul my friend. I thank you for taking the time to answer the majority of my posts. You give me strength... the strength to bring out the strength within my self I know I still have. Thankyou.

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I believe it gets better,it has to and it will..... besides storms never last anyway just like nights can't stop morning from coming