So if anyone has been following my posts I started Zoloft last week 25 mg. First two days I had panic attacks , since then I feel depressed. One minute I don't care if I die, then I'll panic and freak out and be afraid of dying. This makes no sense . Today he uped the dose to 50mg. Please tell me this isn't something that sticks with you. I'm scared I hate being alone . It's almost like I don't even trust myself anymore .like I'm obsessing about death and dying , I know I wouldn't hurt myself , but the fact I even thought about this crap creeps me out . I told the dr too, he seems to think it's normal as the medicine adjusts. Has anyone else had this experience ??