So after doing the 2 week event monitor the cardiologist LAUGHED!!! yep.. She said she does not know WHY my regular doc even ordered it.. yes I am having lots of PVCs but my rhythm is great and the bradycardia is what it is... WOW!! She went on to explain (this is a cardiologist) that anxiety is real and its physical manifestations are SO REAL and that I need to do all I can to calm my existence. I left so happy..joined a yoga studio, learning breathing techniques, and taking it one day at a time KNOWING my heart is not sick, my mind is. I of course have my Xanex for the rougher days but I think for the first time in a long time...I have a bit of peace. Thank you all for your continued support and I hope my sharing helps!!
p.s. I went to my gynecologist too and she has placed me on a low dose hormone because she said she has 100s of patients in their 40s whose fluctuating hormones are contributing to growing anxiety, PVCs, etc. DOUBLE WOW!!!