My niece caught a terrible germ 2 years ago this July . Necrotising Fasciitis is a horrid thing . Lee should never servived but she did , she fought and jumped hurdles . In ICU for 53 days , in a comma fir half of that . Skin grafts 30 plus operations and she lost her leg but Lee continued to fight . Xmas just gone we all noticed she wasn't herself . Lee was diagnosed with servr anxiety , panic attacks and bipolar . Lee was now having another fight . In and out of mental health hospitals etc etc . So much love and support . But Tuesday night I got the worst phone call ever . Lee committed suicide . The demons won. 35 years old . Me like my sister and all the families are just numb, shock , disbelief . But you know what she wasn't selfish as she tried . I just got home long ago and my heat is breaking . We bury our beautiful girl next Friday . So far my anxiety is ok but waiting for the punge .