I don't want this anymore. I had to quit my job and now I can't get a new one because I'm petrified.
I don't have friends except one.
My family get annoyed at me for not having a job and not "getting over it"
I am so angry all the time at everybody!
I don't like myself anymore and all I want is to be alone and cry.
I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want this fucking life!
I also went to a class today about anxiety and depression and it was so pointless and I sat there on the verge of tears and petty much having a heart attack and I didn't feel safe around these people who also were supposed to be In my situation. I don't feel comfortable doing anything anymore and I just can't be bothered to try anymore because I always seem to get it wrong.