I came on here because I saw this as a really great place for me to seek people who are going through similar issues and could perhaps give some advice. But now I feel kind of uncomfortable, like I'm in the wrong place. No one specific made me feel this way, it's just I see everyone talk on here and I think, "well my problems aren't that bad, maybe I shouldn't be on here." And I feel like I can't talk about the things that are bothering me. Well if anyone cares to listen here we go:
I don't like my job because it doesn't give me enough to do throughout the day, and how I have to work three jobs and because of the three jobs and the lethargic-ness of my main job I feel tired and cranky all the time, and I just want to cry because I feel so frustrated. The solution should be just get another job if this one is making me feel so unhappy, but there aren't a ton a jobs in my field that pay as well as the one I'm at now with my level of education and experience. And now I'm starting to feel bad about my weight because my main job is a sit down desk job so I feel like I'm getting fat and lazy. I'm exercising and walking during my lunch breaks but it's not helping. I tried to take a vacation during xmas break, thinking all I needed was time off, but I never really got to have a vacation because my family took advantage of my time off and there's so much drama going on in right now.
I'm just getting to a point where I don't know what to do anymore.