I just am Not sure anymore. I'm here in body but not mind...I wake up, go to work, go home shower and then go to bed. I recently started a new job where make more money,but I am farther behind than I was before...late with rent, gas Andy hydrogot shut off yesterday. Literally moon the dark. All I can think of is will my life insurance take care of my bills? I'm looking up ways to just end it. I am scared. What do I do? There is no one to help me other than with a pat on the back saying everything will be ok..but is it? I am angry at myself for not seeing this beforehand.