When teacher's found out back in 1967 that I said my teacher was molesting me I got moved into another class and Mr Miles made my life he'll spanking me for what seemed ages right in front of the class . I can still feel the humiliation. Years later after I left school I found out by accident he got 6 years but many more got molested after me. My mother new the head master I was sitting outside I heard my mother laughing I felt so guilty turns out the head master was my mother's teacher. We never talked about it untilI had mental health issues and I hated her guts but not just for that . You see my mother was evil to .
I never got over itbottledup inside me for decade's and suffered many bearings and mental abuse off my father. My mother new my Dad had a bad reputation for abusing his first son mentally and physically but she still has him in the house 30 years together they was. I hated them both . I do get the odd feeling of feeling so for them because they was also abused . Abuse is like a plague spreading from family to family as the decades past. Being damaged no matter how hard one tries your kids will catch it their kids will catch it yea some people can snap the cycle but not if the scars are deep so deep you can't fix it .
Fighting to live
I can't live with my anxiety anymore
Withdrawal from 15 mg Mirtazapine is hell
i been throw hell to get were iam now
Learn to live with anxiety and you'll be able to live without it.
