Hi my name is Chris, I'm 16, I use to have a problem with drinking and some drugs and one night I decided I'm going to do a Lsd, I was being a rebal I didn't care about anything once I started drugs but the night I did acid I had a bad trip and i went to the hospital the nurse kept telling me I was going to possibly feel this anxiety for a long time she was just being a jerk ( I had anxiety and Depression before this bad trip) and the doctor said I was 100% okay and I wasn't going to be permafried anything. After this experience I've had terrible anxiety and Depression for 2 months now I've had terrible derealization and Depression and anxiety, I realized how important life is and how I was dumb I regret all of my past. I just wanna be normal again. What do I do. Iv had no help the only thing that helps is talking to my grandma. Does anyone have any Ideas or support or can relate please comment.