Wondering why I'm still not feeling better

[Kaitlin16]

My anxiety/depression has been causing me to feel nauseous and sick to my stomach. I used to enjoy doing a lot of things that now make me want to throw up and even looking at food sometimes make me want to be sick. I can't understand what is going on. I don't even know who I am anymore. I've been taking ativan and have to start lexapro today. But I haven't noticed anything from the ativan and am starting to worry that nothing is ever gonna make me feel any better. This experience has been quite the rollercoaster and I'm trying to keep it together but it's hard to be positive when you feel this bad every day and no one understands.