Hi, I'm new here. I don't know but i have been suffering from constant depression and anxiety for the last few months. I dont want to get medical help because im afraid. Only a few of my trusted friends know about my situation. I do not bother telling anyone in my family because i dont want to change how they treat me, i dont want them to think so low of me, i dont want them to pity me. Yes, i am broken, but seeing them like that would probably be the death of me. I wanna be fine, i wanna be happy but i dont know how. Im dying every day. And it sucks like hell.