I haven't been here in a while... I'm under the impression i'm in the right place.
- Slow slight feeling of sinking into the floor that lasts a second or two.
- I sometimes sit and do nothing. Other times I feel like I'm sitting 10 feet away watching myself... waiting... while my body waits. It's like astral projection.
- Tiredness and falling asleep.
- A stabbing feeling in my chest only when I'm really feeling down or if I go down the thought pattern of this girl I really like but I'll never be with.
- I sometimes forget things and my housemate tells me I do this often.
- I usually spend my time in the house. However I have tried to break that and go out more often.
- I have the occasional strange feeling that something is really wrong... That someone is hurt, dead or dying.
- Some part of me feels so alone that I feel like a split personality is a good thing... Like I want to talk to someone who sees me eye to eye.
- A new symptom is that I began to notice about a month or so ago is that out the corner of my right eye a black blemish that really had no form was present. When I turn to that direction nothing is there. Only in the past few days has this shadow manifested into something like a human... It doesn't move and has no distinguishing features its just black like the void of space.
Is there anyone out there in a similar way to me?
I've probably missed some stuff but I'll update my post again at some point. It's 1am.