So in June I got sick and it obviously triggered health anxiety. They said I had an infection and it would clear up . I sadly started paying attention to my digestive track and stool a lot more . I feel like I have become very sensitive to anything. The Ct scan they did in June was clear except for the lymph nodes in my stomach. It said on the paper form the er to re access in 6-8 weeks but my doctors GI and Primary care didn't feel like it was needed because they said it meant nothing . They said there was more rick of scanning me again then actually finding anything wrong . However I can't stop thinking about it . They have done blood test and stool samples everything checks out . So two weeks ago I must have ate something bad because I woke up doing diarrhea and I threw up once . I haven't thrown up again . I've been having heart burn a lot and I worried that I have something that is progressing in my body and I'm not being taken seriously. I went to see my doctor last Monday and she once again assured me that I'm fine and if I had any type of cancer I would have been dead by now because it's very aggressive . I have now lost weight again I feel like I can't eat and after I do I keep looking at the clock thinking 3hours after I eat is when my stomach starts to feel funny idk what to do . I'm starting to lol at myself like I'm wasting away. Does everyone feel like me ? Like the doctors are wrong ? Can my mind really be causing this ? But what if they say I'm doing this to myself and I'm really not ? I'm so scared and worried.