Hi I'm so sorry for posting a lot here. I just can't do it. I can't live with anxiety anymore. I don't even think I have it, I believe that I have a serious medical condition. Almost every day I feel pain on the left side of my chest, or sometimes in the middle. I always feel pain on my upper back and middle stomach. I feel weak, tired and dizzy most of the time. My throat feels as if it was tight and my jaw feels wired too. I'm scared to go to sleep tonight, so I think I'm might take an all nighter, again. And to be honest, I know that some of you might report me but I'm just a 13 year old, soon to be 14 like in two months. I just don't know what to do. It sounds ridiculous that I fear death. I'm also starting fear food. Like I font want to eat anything anymore thinking that it just might do harm, like give me cholesterol or diabetes, simething luke that. Im starting to eat like just once a day or so, anf if im lucky, 2 times. I just feel like crying so much, when I get these symptoms my eyes just start to water up thinking why do I have to have this. The doctors just say that it might just be allergies, but I don't believe it is. I just don't know how to manage this anymore, I used to be normal, but this just had to happen to me so early.