Do you ever feel broken over and over again? I do at times. I felt bad and then worse... then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened. Time moves. I move with it.
I've seen a lot of things and have been a lot of places. I don't think anyone ever gets over anything in life; they merely get used to it.