Fairly quick post here. So a big thing with my anxiety/ panic, whatever the doctors want to call it, I've been having so mh trouble with my memory and *memories. I have the worst time with understanding the time around me and how much time has passed by. For example let's say a whole day went by and I work up, had breakfast, went to the gym, came home showered, and went out with friends etc. And then by night time I'm home and think about the day and what went on... all the memories and events that went on is hard to put together. Like "what did I eat again for breakfast?" ... "what time was the gym?"... sometimes I feel like something I did earlier in the day feels like I did it yesterday. My memory isn't sharp anymore. I can't look back on times in the past years, months, weeks and even days. Its physically and mentally hard for me to run you or anyone else through a day in ny life because my memories don't feel "readily available". That's the best way to describe it. Sorry if it's all scattered, I hope some of you can try and put together what I'm saying. The scary thing is, is that Im only 18.