Hi there my name is leon and I'm 25 years old. Have never been on any form of sites and thought I will give it ago.
I suffer with extreme anxiety to a point where it has taken control of my life and I have lost everything! It has nearly taken me a few time as I just can't cope with it no more. My life is like tourture, feeling trapped in my own head with no escape or help.
I have wild episodes of anxiety and panic attacks on a daily basis! Always feeling lightheaded feel very sick to a point I have gotten a agrophobia of being sick and can't eat because of it. I have lost 3 stone because I can't eat
My heart is constantly racing and fluttering even when I'm relaxed and calm. My body trembles, horrible sweats, uncontrollable thoughts, flushes, tense muscles, very bad chest pains etc I could go on. I am on so much medication but yet I'm still frantic and I'm at at stage where I feel there no coming back. I'm scared!
I suffer with insomnia so can't sleep, can't go out my house or any where public. I have done loads of therapy etc and hasn't helped at all. Is there anyone on here who can relate and maybe help me through hell!
I feel like I'm losing control of my own mind at times and I'm obsessed with my heart or thinking I'm dieing. I have suffer all my life with depression and anxiety but the older I get the worse it gets.