I haven't been on in a while as I had told myself it wasn't anxiety due to actually being diagnosed with e-coli in my bladder now that has gone my anxiety has come back in full swing! For the past 8 days I've had such a weird feeling in my head it's almost like my brains constantly shaking and I have pressure all over the front of my head and by my ears sometimes it's in one place sometimes it's all over! Over the past week or more I have started bleeding down below which is very unusual for me as I am on the depo injection and haven't had a period in nearly 4 years! I'm not sure if it's all linked but I am sick to death of convincing myself I either have a brain tumor or cervical cancer! I have been to a&e with these headaches an they done the simple shine the light in your eyes and reaction tests and said it all seems fine they won't consider MRI scans or anything else as they are certain it's just anxiety! I have had vaginal swabs etc taken to rule out infections an they are all clear?? I'm just at my wits end now half the time I don't feel as if I'm feeling anxious at all so it's hard for me to accept its anxiety. I feel as if I am walking round in a daze and constantly feel pressure an dizzyness in my head which also leads to my ears popping a lot! I have been referred to CBT but I have to wait 2 weeks even for a telephone interview an the way I am feeling I don't feel as if I can wait that long! Im only 23 and usually a very confident an bubbly person I feel as though I am withdrawing into myself as the days go on. Sometimes I look in the mirror but it's like I can't see myself I am at breaking point now and keep having bizzare thoughts that if I just ended it things wouldn't be able to affect me which is ridiculous because I'm so scared I'm dying when all I want to do is live someone please help me
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