I've had my third abortion about a month ago and even leading up to the weeks before I actually went through with it I was having anxiety attacks because it was something I started to dwell on thinking very hard.. but not as frequent as now. I feel like I'm being trapped in my own mind of negative thoughts .. that I should be dead.. or something is going wrong with me .. I've had 4 hospital visit all said nothing was wrong. However, if I feel any twitch or flinch in my body my mind goes on a ride .. of all the things that are going wrong with me. I had my first panic attack featuring all symptoms of a panic attack and it was so scary. They gave me medication to help me relax because my palipatations are ongoing. It did help me but I'm scarred because I don't want to depend on this medication to keep me sane.