Well I was doing ok today for the earlier part. Now as night fall hit I began to start thinking all kinds of things which now has me on edge a bit. Also my mood had gone down. I'm tired I know for sure. Haven't been getting as good of sleep as I'd hope the last 3 days. Had a panic attack late last night finally fell asleep probably around 3 or 4 am and had to be back up at 830 am. But I had opened my eyes ever since about 7 am which means I've been up since 7 this morning which puts me at 14 hours of being up. So I'm sure I'm tired mentally, also I've been having racing thoughts awaiting my menustral to come on today. Now get this, for the last 3 months I had noted my cycle to be a 26 day cycle. And as I've noted in my calendar on my phone my menustral has actually come on exactly in 26 days for the last 3 months which this month should put me at today. Well me why now did I pick this month to be worried or thinking about it. It hasn't come on yet but I feel all the usual syptoms of it. The back ache, stomach cramp and upset, yesterday was a little nausea. But now I bet just because I'm worried if its gonna come on it probably will be late or something will happen. Also not to mention I've been going to the bathroom to tinkle every like 30 minutes to an hour. Which normally I probably would have not been so worried becauseI remember times going through this but it's like Ive been paying it too much attention today and yesterday and also I noticed since yesterday every time I tinkle at the last drop of it I get a sensation like not quite burning or sting, but sort of like it. Not to a point it hurts bad but I definitely notice it and I can't stop thinking about it every time I use it. Now im worried i have something or an infection. And now I have a new thing on my mind all day and I am trying so hard not to hit the Google button. And hope for my worry sake that my menustral please come on tonight or early morning so my mind can be a some kind of ease even though it would mean I hAve to endure what I go through when it's that time of the month. Sorry if it's tmi. Does anybody know what I'm going through?