Me again. On the some real talk. I am so caught up in my situation it's driving me nuts inside. I woke up feeling dreadful and worried and now my day is full of intrusive thoughts and worries. I pretty much stayed in bed as much as I could because these stupid ass fears of mine has me feeling that when I get up I'll feel weak. Partly due to last night I started getting weak as night fall came. I laid in bed felt kind of ill like body aches and upset stomach so I started worrying about it. Fell asleep with worry on my mind. Woke up feeling already dreadful. And i can't seem to shake it off. Now I've got mild headaches that won't leave. I tried to stand up and got really lightheaded. Had to close my eyes to cut the dizziness out before I continued to try and walk. Now I'm back to thinking I have some underlying illness that is attacking my brain as to why I feel like this. This head fullness, head pressure. My mood has been down ever since I woke up. The shakiness in my hands. Now I'm a straight nervous wreck today. I hope I can dig deep and find a way to distract my mind to feel a little better.